long distance =0l

So like . . . Im the type of girl who keeps her gaurds up for almost EVERYTHING . Men, "frienimies", things of that nature. But ever since I met "him". . . I been acting different. Its kinda difficult to explain but here goes nothing. Lol. I live in new york and he lives ina far away land (which will remain nameless) . . . I can't go more then 5 minutes without thinking about him. We speak like every freakin minute of the day and no matter who's in my life or his, ; we always kno its "us" at the end of the day. We're not together because I don't believe in long distance relationships tho. I think he's the best thing since hot pockets . Lol. Its hard for me to even think about my future without including him. I have this great life in new york and he's doing his school thing in the country, but if I had to. . . I would drop my metro card ina heartbeat just to be with him. Lol. Sprung much?! Yea sorta. Lol. So here's the tricky part. . . We both love eachother and wanna be together but it seems like an impossible task. I catch myself turning down every guy I onced liked because id rather be with him. My mom says its young love but in my heart I truely feel that we can be so great together and live happily ever after.I never knew a man who made me feel this way. . . .*sighs* anywho. . . Some people think its a faze. . . But I don't. If its meant to be it shall be =0] (crosses fingers) just wanted to share with the whole freakin world . Lol


imDONE .