confusion on planetCOCky

so theres a point in everyones life where they feel confused about EVERYTHING ! this is kind of that time for me .. *gibberish-ryan leslie playing* .. where do i begin .. im confused about family, love, business, school, and everything in between . im only 19 years old and i went thru more things than yew can imagine .. but i cant always hold everything in .. so im gonna use this blog to help express myself. FAMILY .. me and my mom dont always get along .. who am i kidding?! we never get along . i love her with all my heart but lets be realistic .. we cant be around eachother for too long .. we always clash! she just complains about everything i DONT do. (not tryna get too detailed on that) lol. moving along .. LOVE .. im still in love with the same kid .. in an earlier blog i mentioned how i thought it was kewl for us to be friends until we actually made that move to be with eachother .. oh how that backfired .. lol. so i recently discovered that he had a girlfriend. he didnt tell me about her because he "didnt think she was that important to ruin our relationship" ... yea umm ok .. i guess. lol. im not worried at all .. real love never dies ! me and jerry belong together .. this is sumthing i noe .. and as long as he keeps loving me (which he reminds me everyday) .. my heart will always belong to him .. lol.. next topic .. BUSINESS.. i dont noe wat the hell i wanna do ! at first i wanted to be a teacher then i wanted to be a hair stylist .. my cousin said "its normal" lol. hopefully i noe wa i wanna do by next year. then theres school ... so my mom has been really hard on me because she wanted me to work 1st .. so i did but now i feel stuck ! she wants me to go to school and work .. oh theres so much .. im going thru alot of things right now . im getting teary eyed right now so ima end this here.

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imperfections =0]

So umm today I wanna speak about my imperfections. =0] I can honestly say I don't know why people like me. Lmaoo . So im myspace'n earlier and this dude hits me up like "damn ma yur the definition of perfection" lol. I was flattered but . . . Im not perfect. So I reply like "aw thanx dude but honestly im nothing near perfect". Lol so for those of yew who don't know me and my "ways". . . Allow me to explain. Yes I do have a pretty face but beauty is beyond the appearence. I curse like A LOT. . . I belch in public without excusing myself ( not purposely tho ) lmaoo. . . Umm I have a bad habbit of "THINKING OUT LOUD" . Ex: chillin with my stinky friend. . (She smells) so I randomly say "damn bitch yew need to take a shower. . Ya punani smells". I sware I don't do these things on purpose. Lol. And even tho I have bad characteristics. . People happen to love me regaurdless. Lol. For those of yew who love me unconditionally (THANKS). . This blog is for yew hoes =0]


Imdone.

ugh bitches

Now ima very nice female. I don't bad mouth no one or back stab people. . . That's not my style. That's the reason why I chose like 1 female to be close to. MOST girls are too insecure and sware the whole fuckin world is against them. Like my mood right now is really chill but I feel like I need to just be real and say wa the fuck I feel. Normally im really sweet but for this blog . . The "brooklyn" in me shall be shown. I don't ask for people to trust me ; they choose to. Ima good friend. . I listen ; and I don't tell no ones business. This blog isn't to put anyone on blast but if yew fell a certain way about this. . Please do comment. Im not gonna beg to be yur friend. I really don't give a fuck about "friends". Im not gonna stress myself out with all that "he said she said " bullshit. So before I end up getting a tad stressed. . Ill cut someone off for good. Point blank. I don't have time for fakeness or jealousy or bullshit. ME; ima great person. . Good heart and very sweet but if yew mess with me, most likely yew won't like my reply lol don't like me? Oh well. Lol. So ummm suck me and die and stuff. Lol.



I demolish hoes. . Wats yur occupation? =0]
imDONE.

old poetry

He insisted on playing me
And trying to be big and bad
If he only knew what he was losing
I'm the best thing he ever had
Saying shit like o0o baby I love you
Words mean nothing at all
He can say sweet things
But then he cant ever return my call
So I'm done with his ass
His time is over due
Even though it hurts to see him leave
I must admit I'm glad were thru
So many lonely nights
Thinking he was thinking of us
When really he was talking to her
There was never any trust
So I can finally say I'm done
I'm sick n tired of his act
So now I'm do what he's done to me
And I'm not trying turn back
Monica was right when she said
Is funny how the tables turn
So I'm going to have my niggaz n cheat on u
I think its time u learned
So long to our fake love
Cuz that shit was nothing but a lie
Im packing my bags for good
Its time to say good bye
I got me a new man now
He treats me like his queen
Did you remember when I was with you
Treated me like I wasn't a thing
I cant believe I stood around
Thinking your love would come
I was so crazy for ya fake ass
I cant believe I was so dumb
But iv learned not to fall
In love so fast
But im not going to stop loving
Just because of my past
Which is you cause you fucked up
And now your the one calling
But Iv moved on now baby
And for you gee I'm not falling
So go tell that chick who's on your page
That you love and need her
Cause obviously you do
Because I never came first
She was the one in your heart
But she's a dumb bitch to stay
Cause while with her u was with me
And her ass was getting played
So I don't feel so bad
Cause I didn't get played it was she
You were with me while with her
But she was too blind to see
That you really don't want her
Who you wanted was me
But if I'm not your everything
Then this relationship cant be
So ima stop calling,
talking that sweet stuff
because unlike her I'm smart
and enough is enough
don't act like you care
because we all know you don't
saying you want to spend time and see me
when we all know you wont
baby aint no need to lie
I know you like a book
You think your not going to miss my love
Boy take a second look
I was too damn good for you
But you couldn't acknowledge that
Thinking you can call me acting like nothing
And I'm going easily take you back
Well if you didn't know
I'm not as nice as I used to be
You made me this way
Because of the way you treated me
I blame it all on you
For me acting the way I do
So when you say why are you brand new
I'm going say because of you
So don't get it twisted
I really don't need sympathy
Cause I never really needed you
The only one I needed was me
I'm going look at you and laugh
Because all you were was an ass to me
I got to go right now
My baby going to pick me up by three

frienimies =0]

The type of girls that love to hate. Im the type of female who loves being friendly to everyone. Doesn't matter wa sex or race. . . That's just me. But iv came across a few people who feel the need to compete with every other female. Me personally. . ; I don't feel like I need to "compete" with anyone because I know who I am and wat I have and who I shall become. Like the other day me and my baby daddy (seinfeld) was speakin about girls who want to compete with anything with a pulse. They wanna look better than yew. . .chill with yur friends. . . Copy yur swag/style (mines cannot be duplicated) lol. And the list goes on and on. I know a couple of girls who are like that; I kinda keep my distance. Like I can honestly say I have like 2 or 3 female friends. these are the women that come to my crib at 8am and see me with my hair all messed up and say "aww yew look cute" lol. Honestly I have more male friends than girls. . For the simple fact that they don't hate. But yew gotta be careful with who yew choose to be close with. . . Girls will hate and guys will flirt. . .its a lose / lose situation lol. So much for this blog lol




imDONE

meet my baby =0]

so the cute little model in the pic is my god daughter AMEiKO =0]. born january O9, 2OO9 to parents sunshine and sleepy lol. i love herr mucho mucho gusto.

chonga pt 2 lmaoo

chongalicious [ funny ]

whats planetCOCky

its basically a pretty world filled with little ME'S running around in dunks and manolos =0]. imagine 100,000,000,000,000,000 carmen a's . . . talk about drama [ he he ] . . . there are now vacation resorts ! for more info call 1800-planetcocky =0] ENJOY!

RANDOM =0]

so i got a sweet tooth for dudes w. kewl hair and rock bands =0]




i ONLY wear skinnys!



CRAZY?! just a tad =0x



i enjoy ROCK, POP, HIP HOP, R&B. . . basically EVERYTHING =0]


BEYONCE is my idol!




so like imDONE for now =0]

carrie bradshaw pt 2 =0]

I wanna write about all the "sain" girls in the world. I think we're all pretty kewl cats. But for the rest of the 75% of women. . .smh . . .well that's another story. Ima pretty normal girl who enjoys bunji jumping and skinny dipping; yew know. . .the norm (lol) but I wanna talk about the "home wreckers" and the smuts and sluts. Yew females piss me the hell off. Like seriously im tired of one of my friends hittin me up saying "ugh this bitch keeps hittin up my man" stuff like that . So this blog goes out to yew . . Yes the 75% of women who aren't kewl. Lol. I honestly don't like callin people out but do yew honestly think its okay for yew to "try" to ruin other peoples relationships? Do yew think its kewl to act like "no strings attached" is ok? I honestly belive underneath it all. . . Yew gals are pretty kewl. Maybe yew need love or someone who cares I guess. But know this much; karma is real. . And she's a bitch (so I've heard) . And one day yur gonna come across a crazy as girl (like myself) and she's gonna DEMOLISH yew. Lol. Seriously tho. . . Is it so hard to find love now a days that its "okay" to mess with taken men? . . . I don't think so ! Just wanted to share my thoughts =0]


imDONE

long distance =0l

So like . . . Im the type of girl who keeps her gaurds up for almost EVERYTHING . Men, "frienimies", things of that nature. But ever since I met "him". . . I been acting different. Its kinda difficult to explain but here goes nothing. Lol. I live in new york and he lives ina far away land (which will remain nameless) . . . I can't go more then 5 minutes without thinking about him. We speak like every freakin minute of the day and no matter who's in my life or his, ; we always kno its "us" at the end of the day. We're not together because I don't believe in long distance relationships tho. I think he's the best thing since hot pockets . Lol. Its hard for me to even think about my future without including him. I have this great life in new york and he's doing his school thing in the country, but if I had to. . . I would drop my metro card ina heartbeat just to be with him. Lol. Sprung much?! Yea sorta. Lol. So here's the tricky part. . . We both love eachother and wanna be together but it seems like an impossible task. I catch myself turning down every guy I onced liked because id rather be with him. My mom says its young love but in my heart I truely feel that we can be so great together and live happily ever after.I never knew a man who made me feel this way. . . .*sighs* anywho. . . Some people think its a faze. . . But I don't. If its meant to be it shall be =0] (crosses fingers) just wanted to share with the whole freakin world . Lol


imDONE .

on my carrie bradshaw flow [ part 1 ]

i been hurt one too many times. well, when i think about it . . . i been hurt twice. lol. well i basically wrote this blog for the men reading this. yea i been cheated on and neglected, but honestly if it wasnt for the ''assholes'' in the world i wouldnt be the cocky, rude, strong woman i am today. i used to be the sweetest girl ever until i got my heart broken by an "asshole" who remains nameless. i felt so hurt and abused so i thought "hey maybe the next guy wont be that bad" smh. . .boy was i wrong. so i was with this guy and i felt like nothin or no 1 could break us. . . the only problem about that was i was too blind to see he was cheating on me. my best friend warned me about him but i was too convinced that i loved him. even after we broke up a million times i took him back. now i believe ive grown alot since those relationships. i refuse to let a man play me or even dare look at another woman [cocky mode] lol. i dont love as hard as i used to. . . but when i do find my mr. perfect [which i think i have] ill let my gaurds down. . . until then. . . im still cocky =0]


imDONE.

intro

umm hey

Somebody asked me today "what are the differences between 'carmen a. & 2cocky' ". . . So for those of yew who don't noe. . .allow me to REintroduce myselfs ;-) . . .





CarmeN A. Goody two shoes . Sweet as can be . Her swag compliments her unconditionnalyy . . Her style and unique way of livin is impeccablyy phenomenal !. Simply glamorous . LIKES: everyone DiSLIKES; poser's




2COCKY ™ Potty mouth to the full extreme . Trouble maker . allerGiC to the Conterfiet (ti voice) . Flaws of perfection . A woman of power . Selfish . Cares/loves no man . Basically; she's a man-eater ( A woman who is considered dangerous or threatening to men.) LIKES: looking in the mirror 24.7 DISLIKES: bitchass dudes & stupid girls =0]




Any questions ? 8-) A lot of people steal my "art" like things I say; stuff of that nature. ; but honesty I'm flatter'd ( I really am ) so for those of yew who love me and& what I'm about (Thanx). .and& tha rest of yew. . I know who yew are. . So the next time yew even think about "trying sumthing cocky wud do" (STOP) everyone already knows your a poser =0] these messages were brought to yew by Carmen a ™. . She's beautiful; don't insult her .
Okay bye now