shes growing sooo fast

this is my ameiko at one month =0]

imperfections =0]

So umm today I wanna speak about my imperfections. =0] I can honestly say I don't know why people like me. Lmaoo . So im myspace'n earlier and this dude hits me up like "damn ma yur the definition of perfection" lol. I was flattered but . . . Im not perfect. So I reply like "aw thanx dude but honestly im nothing near perfect". Lol so for those of yew who don't know me and my "ways". . . Allow me to explain. Yes I do have a pretty face but beauty is beyond the appearence. I curse like A LOT. . . I belch in public without excusing myself ( not purposely tho ) lmaoo. . . Umm I have a bad habbit of "THINKING OUT LOUD" . Ex: chillin with my stinky friend. . (She smells) so I randomly say "damn bitch yew need to take a shower. . Ya punani smells". I sware I don't do these things on purpose. Lol. And even tho I have bad characteristics. . People happen to love me regaurdless. Lol. For those of yew who love me unconditionally (THANKS). . This blog is for yew hoes =0]


Imdone.

ugh bitches

Now ima very nice female. I don't bad mouth no one or back stab people. . . That's not my style. That's the reason why I chose like 1 female to be close to. MOST girls are too insecure and sware the whole fuckin world is against them. Like my mood right now is really chill but I feel like I need to just be real and say wa the fuck I feel. Normally im really sweet but for this blog . . The "brooklyn" in me shall be shown. I don't ask for people to trust me ; they choose to. Ima good friend. . I listen ; and I don't tell no ones business. This blog isn't to put anyone on blast but if yew fell a certain way about this. . Please do comment. Im not gonna beg to be yur friend. I really don't give a fuck about "friends". Im not gonna stress myself out with all that "he said she said " bullshit. So before I end up getting a tad stressed. . Ill cut someone off for good. Point blank. I don't have time for fakeness or jealousy or bullshit. ME; ima great person. . Good heart and very sweet but if yew mess with me, most likely yew won't like my reply lol don't like me? Oh well. Lol. So ummm suck me and die and stuff. Lol.



I demolish hoes. . Wats yur occupation? =0]
imDONE.

old poetry

He insisted on playing me
And trying to be big and bad
If he only knew what he was losing
I'm the best thing he ever had
Saying shit like o0o baby I love you
Words mean nothing at all
He can say sweet things
But then he cant ever return my call
So I'm done with his ass
His time is over due
Even though it hurts to see him leave
I must admit I'm glad were thru
So many lonely nights
Thinking he was thinking of us
When really he was talking to her
There was never any trust
So I can finally say I'm done
I'm sick n tired of his act
So now I'm do what he's done to me
And I'm not trying turn back
Monica was right when she said
Is funny how the tables turn
So I'm going to have my niggaz n cheat on u
I think its time u learned
So long to our fake love
Cuz that shit was nothing but a lie
Im packing my bags for good
Its time to say good bye
I got me a new man now
He treats me like his queen
Did you remember when I was with you
Treated me like I wasn't a thing
I cant believe I stood around
Thinking your love would come
I was so crazy for ya fake ass
I cant believe I was so dumb
But iv learned not to fall
In love so fast
But im not going to stop loving
Just because of my past
Which is you cause you fucked up
And now your the one calling
But Iv moved on now baby
And for you gee I'm not falling
So go tell that chick who's on your page
That you love and need her
Cause obviously you do
Because I never came first
She was the one in your heart
But she's a dumb bitch to stay
Cause while with her u was with me
And her ass was getting played
So I don't feel so bad
Cause I didn't get played it was she
You were with me while with her
But she was too blind to see
That you really don't want her
Who you wanted was me
But if I'm not your everything
Then this relationship cant be
So ima stop calling,
talking that sweet stuff
because unlike her I'm smart
and enough is enough
don't act like you care
because we all know you don't
saying you want to spend time and see me
when we all know you wont
baby aint no need to lie
I know you like a book
You think your not going to miss my love
Boy take a second look
I was too damn good for you
But you couldn't acknowledge that
Thinking you can call me acting like nothing
And I'm going easily take you back
Well if you didn't know
I'm not as nice as I used to be
You made me this way
Because of the way you treated me
I blame it all on you
For me acting the way I do
So when you say why are you brand new
I'm going say because of you
So don't get it twisted
I really don't need sympathy
Cause I never really needed you
The only one I needed was me
I'm going look at you and laugh
Because all you were was an ass to me
I got to go right now
My baby going to pick me up by three

frienimies =0]

The type of girls that love to hate. Im the type of female who loves being friendly to everyone. Doesn't matter wa sex or race. . . That's just me. But iv came across a few people who feel the need to compete with every other female. Me personally. . ; I don't feel like I need to "compete" with anyone because I know who I am and wat I have and who I shall become. Like the other day me and my baby daddy (seinfeld) was speakin about girls who want to compete with anything with a pulse. They wanna look better than yew. . .chill with yur friends. . . Copy yur swag/style (mines cannot be duplicated) lol. And the list goes on and on. I know a couple of girls who are like that; I kinda keep my distance. Like I can honestly say I have like 2 or 3 female friends. these are the women that come to my crib at 8am and see me with my hair all messed up and say "aww yew look cute" lol. Honestly I have more male friends than girls. . For the simple fact that they don't hate. But yew gotta be careful with who yew choose to be close with. . . Girls will hate and guys will flirt. . .its a lose / lose situation lol. So much for this blog lol




imDONE