confusion on planetCOCky

so theres a point in everyones life where they feel confused about EVERYTHING ! this is kind of that time for me .. *gibberish-ryan leslie playing* .. where do i begin .. im confused about family, love, business, school, and everything in between . im only 19 years old and i went thru more things than yew can imagine .. but i cant always hold everything in .. so im gonna use this blog to help express myself. FAMILY .. me and my mom dont always get along .. who am i kidding?! we never get along . i love her with all my heart but lets be realistic .. we cant be around eachother for too long .. we always clash! she just complains about everything i DONT do. (not tryna get too detailed on that) lol. moving along .. LOVE .. im still in love with the same kid .. in an earlier blog i mentioned how i thought it was kewl for us to be friends until we actually made that move to be with eachother .. oh how that backfired .. lol. so i recently discovered that he had a girlfriend. he didnt tell me about her because he "didnt think she was that important to ruin our relationship" ... yea umm ok .. i guess. lol. im not worried at all .. real love never dies ! me and jerry belong together .. this is sumthing i noe .. and as long as he keeps loving me (which he reminds me everyday) .. my heart will always belong to him .. lol.. next topic .. BUSINESS.. i dont noe wat the hell i wanna do ! at first i wanted to be a teacher then i wanted to be a hair stylist .. my cousin said "its normal" lol. hopefully i noe wa i wanna do by next year. then theres school ... so my mom has been really hard on me because she wanted me to work 1st .. so i did but now i feel stuck ! she wants me to go to school and work .. oh theres so much .. im going thru alot of things right now . im getting teary eyed right now so ima end this here.

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So umm today I wanna speak about my imperfections. =0] I can honestly say I don't know why people like me. Lmaoo . So im myspace'n earlier and this dude hits me up like "damn ma yur the definition of perfection" lol. I was flattered but . . . Im not perfect. So I reply like "aw thanx dude but honestly im nothing near perfect". Lol so for those of yew who don't know me and my "ways". . . Allow me to explain. Yes I do have a pretty face but beauty is beyond the appearence. I curse like A LOT. . . I belch in public without excusing myself ( not purposely tho ) lmaoo. . . Umm I have a bad habbit of "THINKING OUT LOUD" . Ex: chillin with my stinky friend. . (She smells) so I randomly say "damn bitch yew need to take a shower. . Ya punani smells". I sware I don't do these things on purpose. Lol. And even tho I have bad characteristics. . People happen to love me regaurdless. Lol. For those of yew who love me unconditionally (THANKS). . This blog is for yew hoes =0]


Imdone.

ugh bitches

Now ima very nice female. I don't bad mouth no one or back stab people. . . That's not my style. That's the reason why I chose like 1 female to be close to. MOST girls are too insecure and sware the whole fuckin world is against them. Like my mood right now is really chill but I feel like I need to just be real and say wa the fuck I feel. Normally im really sweet but for this blog . . The "brooklyn" in me shall be shown. I don't ask for people to trust me ; they choose to. Ima good friend. . I listen ; and I don't tell no ones business. This blog isn't to put anyone on blast but if yew fell a certain way about this. . Please do comment. Im not gonna beg to be yur friend. I really don't give a fuck about "friends". Im not gonna stress myself out with all that "he said she said " bullshit. So before I end up getting a tad stressed. . Ill cut someone off for good. Point blank. I don't have time for fakeness or jealousy or bullshit. ME; ima great person. . Good heart and very sweet but if yew mess with me, most likely yew won't like my reply lol don't like me? Oh well. Lol. So ummm suck me and die and stuff. Lol.



I demolish hoes. . Wats yur occupation? =0]
imDONE.